Everyone's posting these sad entries about how they're going off to college, now its my turn >.<

so....this is it....senior year. I'm almost done with high school. Its surreal, i feel like just yesterday i was still at Gracemount Elementary where my only real problem was wanting to be a middle school-er x3 I'll be going into my 4th year of art in high school so i'm pretty excited for that. I'll be one year closer to starting my journey through collegiate art education
But at the same time its gonna be bittersweet going back to school. Most of my friends just graduated last year and its gonna be pretty dull without them there. I def can predict going to art instead of going to lunch like i always do lol. I'm also still in the dark about WHERE i want to go for college. Do i stay in Ohio? should i go to California with my mom's side of the family for the "better experience?" Or maybe save some money and be a transfer student? grrr idkkkkk!!!! Eh i guess I'll just have to take it one step at a time. I at least know for sure that i want photography to be my major and visual art as my minor. I'm so excited to get the hell out of high school where the immature jackasses roam -.-;
This week is also my last week working at artworks. OH EM GEE this was the best experience I've ever had. I learned some new painting skills, met some AMAZING people, got my name into the art world, got to paint in the lovely outdoors <3, and didn't waste my summer sitting on my ass all day xD i'm gonna miss all the friends i made there so much T_T [i'm gonna miss that 10 min walk to Starbucks every afternoon too but that's beside the point lol] Now that i think about it, i think i think i really enjoyed this even more since i haven't been held down by a certain asshole ex of mine >;] but that too is beside the point...xD



I guess all in all, I'm trying to say that i'm ready to grow up and do something with my life. I can't wait to be in the new atmosphere and meet more people outside of little ol' bedford. I got a little taste of that at my summer job i now i crave it! Wish me luck in my journey after high school :3